Let Me Be Sad

I'm holding back right now 'Cause I'm numb to what's around I miss the life I used to have with you right here Now everything has turned to grey and I'm blacking out the shades for now Let me be sad even for a little while just a chance to catch my breath Let me be sad even for a little while 'cause it's all that I have left When all I see are the memories I don't want to lose a thing Let me be sad let me be sad Can you see it in my eyes I've been distant 'Cause I can't tell if it's the end or the beginning I know I haven't been myself I'll admit it And I put up walls so if I burned any bridges just know I'm doing everything I can to try and fix it but knowing me I'll probably miss it These voices get so vicious feels like I'm ripping stitches I wish some days I could go back before life changed it was so fast That time is gone and I know that so please Let me be sad even for a little while just a chance to catch my breath Let me be sad even for a little while 'cause it's all that I have left When all I see are the memories I don't want to lose a thing Let me be sad let me be sad I'm doing everything I can to try and fix it but knowing me I'll probably miss it These voices get so vicious feels like I'm ripping stitches I wish some days I could go back before life changed it was so fast That time is gone and I know that all that we have is a moment so please Let me be sad even for a little while just a chance to catch my breath Let me be sad even for a little while 'cause it's all that I have left When all I see are the memories I don't want to lose a thing Let me be sad let me be sad Let me be sad Let me be sad I miss the life I used to have with you right here Now everything has turned to grey and I'm blacking out the shades for now