Not How It`s Supposed To Go

Be a good girl pretty house wife Need to have sex every night Remove all hair from your body But don’t you dare cut yourself Cause he might see you bleed All these expectations please Hold yourself up to a standard for somebody else’s needs Wipe the tears off of your cheek Ya this man should set you free But it didn’t work for me I was filling up my head with those lies Trying tell me everything’s fucking fine I wanted love you know I wanted it so right Oh now I know that’s not how it’s supposed to go I made a wish into a fallen eyelash It flew away and so I took my life back I wanted love you know I wanted it so bad Oh now I know that’s not how it’s supposed to go Setting small fires little tantrums Break the dry wall with your fist I’ll tell myself that this is normal Just a bandage on my hand Cause he might see you bleed All these expectations please Hold yourself up to a standard for somebody else’s needs Wipe the tears off of your cheek Ya this man should set you free But it didn’t work for me I was filling up my head with those lies Trying tell me everything’s fucking fine I wanted love you know I wanted it so right Oh now I know that’s not how it’s supposed to go I made a wish into a fallen eyelash It flew away and so I took my life back I wanted love you know I wanted it so bad Oh now I know that’s not how it’s supposed to go La la la la la la la la la la La la la la la la la la la la I wanted love you know I wanted it so bad Oh I was filling up my head with those lies Trying tell me everything’s fucking fine I wanted love you know I wanted it so right Oh now I know that’s not how it’s supposed to go I made a wish into a fallen eyelash It flew away and so I took my life back I wanted love you know I wanted it so bad Oh now I know that’s not how it’s supposed to go