Genesis, pt. i

They say the 20's are the best years of your life But I seem to be spending mine missing sunsets because I'm busy on my phone observing everyone else How I compare and obsess, just me, my phone and these walls And I been sober for some months but I can feel the demons waiting on my downfall Since I'm so ugly and irrelevant I been losing friends as if I'm tryna get rid of them I googled why I'm so desperate for validation and sedatives calling men who don't give a **** about me Then when my mother called I pretend I'm busy I'm tryna end up anywhere except from where I been curtains closed bed bound amphetamines This devil on my shoulder man I'm tryna shake him off My ex is on my timeline it's as if he's showing off My self esteem is Facetune and ring lights My ego is conquering new heights I think I need some (I think I need some) Do you need some (Do you need some) Don't we all need some light (we all need some light) I think I need some I lied I don't think I know I need some I need some light Some sweet sunshine To feel alright Please let there be light