here we go again

Yeah I know this feeling like the Back of my hand You can't understand Why I've been Missin' your calls and cancellin' plans I've had a lot to deal with lately Yeah, you probably hate me And I don't blame you At all You saw me right before I kinda fell off Felt off But not enough for you to say somethin' I know you wanna help me but there ain't nothin' That you can do If only you knew What it felt like (Felt like) In my shoes I'm stuck in a loop Haven't felt right Here we go again Something's wrong with the thoughts inside my head I thought it stopped, but Here we go again This shit never ends Here we go again Try to talk but I know you can't relate We're better off If I could just pretend 'Cause this shit never ends Here we go again Again Again I've got some shit You just can't fix Here we go again Yeah, yeah With the same shit Can't escape it Scared to change That's why nothing changes If I'm honest, I was lyin' (I was lyin') Every time I told you I was tryin' (Wasn't tryin') The truth hurts, so I don't even say it I just keep it inside, everyday, I'm just prayin' That it won't eat me alive Surprised I keep on getting punched Right in the face And get back up And act like I'm okay If only you knew What it felt like In my shoes I'm stuck in a loop Haven't felt right Here we go again Something's wrong with the thoughts inside my head I thought it stopped, but Here we go again (Here we go again) This shit never ends (Swear it never ends) Here we go again Try to talk but I know you can't relate We're better off If I could just pretend (Can we just pretend?) 'Cause this shit never ends (Swear it never ends) Here we go again Again Again I've got some shit (Got some shit) It goes like this (It goes like this) Here we go again Again (Go-goin' again) Again (Go-goin' again) I've got some shit (Here we go again) You just can't fix (Here we go again) Here we go again It never stops (It never stops) And right when you think it does (Right when you think it does) It's just a moment away (Just a moment away) Startin' all over again (Startin' all over again)