Just What's Killing Me

I intend to do me some forgetting It’s gonna take some time don’t contact me I don’t intend on doing much regretting I just need to drink away the agony I’ve been spending all my waking hours Walking through a happy memory I don’t remember grey skies raining showers And I’m pretty sure that’s just what’s killing me I can’t say I’m not gonna miss you I fell for you almost instantly I can’t take this feeling it’s too blue Right now this is an emergency And I’m pretty sure that’s just what’s killing me I can’t go I’m staring at your picture It only serves to make me miss you more If this old heart tries beating any quicker I don’t believe I’ll make it through the door There’s so many things I have to tell you Little things on which we could agree Like who we are and how we’re gonna get through And I’m pretty sure that’s just what’s killing me I can’t say I’m not gonna miss you I fell for you almost instantly I can’t take this feeling it’s too blue Right now this is an emergency And I’m pretty sure that’s just what’s killing me I intend to do me some forgetting It’s gonna take some time don’t contact me I don’t intend on doing much regretting I just need to drink away the agony I’ve been spending all my waking hours Walking through a happy memory I don’t remember grey skies raining showers And I’m pretty sure that’s just what’s killing me I can’t say I’m not gonna miss you I fell for you almost instantly I can’t take this feeling it’s too blue Right now this is an emergency And I’m pretty sure that’s just what’s killing me