White Dress

I used to be tryna be perfect in every way I used to care about what people say I never questioned being on picket fences I'm not afraid about where I fit into the frame Satisfied to drive in my own lane So quit denying, yesterday is dying [Pre-Chorus] I'll never be, I'll never be All of the things that you need me to be You'll never see, you'll never see That version of me [Chorus] I'm not the girl in the white dress I'm not your fairytale princess I'm sorry, mama, that I made you cry Someday you'll know the reason why I'm not the girl in the white dress I'm impressing my darkness I'm really sorry that I let you down But I'm still gonna make you proud [Verse 2] Close your eyes Why don't you try to keep an open mind? I hope you know how hard I really tried It might be a hard truth but it's not about you This is mine so don't treat me like I'm a crime My life, my lesson learned in time Don't need against you, you don't have to be you [Pre-Chorus] You'll never see, you'll never see That version of me [Chorus] I'm not the girl in the white dress I'm not your fairytale princess I'm sorry, mama, that I made you cry Someday you'll know the reason why I'm not the girl in the white dress I'm impressing my darkness I'm really sorry that I let you down But I'm still gonna make you proud [Bridge] I'll never be, I'll never be All of the things that you need me to be [Chorus] I'm not the girl in the white dress I'm not your fairytale princess I'm sorry, mama, that I made you cry Someday you'll know the reason why I'm not the girl in the white dress I'm impressing my darkness I'm really sorry that I let you down But I'm still gonna make you proud