Life Of The Party

It's after hours at that glamorous blind spot Where they're taking it easy swapping personal experiences Let's listen in America Today Life of the party mhm 'til I almost cry mhm It's the life of the party to think I could've almost died Lord help us Hey Miss Donda You run into my mama please tell her I said Say something I'm startin' to believe ain't no such thing as Heaven's trumpets No after-over this is it done If there's a Heaven you would think they'd let ya speak to your son Maybe she has in the form of a baby's laugh I heard passing by in a stroller remindin' me Hey keep rolling I don't know maybe she has with a prick of a blade of grass I've been layin' on way too long got me itchy Got up and roamed a lil' more Miss Donda you see my mama tell her I'm lost You see she'd always light a cigarette we talk I would cough Exaggeratin' a lil' bit so she get the point Tryna get her to stop smokin' I would leave and fire up a joint 'Til I quit started back up again twenty years later All that time y'all thought a nigga was high thought I was crazy My mom she ain't cut no corners Got me back on track I don't miss her overstepping But do miss her showin' Seven civilian life shit Ah Miss Donda you see my mama whisper her this The real reason I was geeked to go to church Must confess when y'all grown-ups would be in Bible study That girl helping me with my homework Her and I were fuckin' So pure and perverted so spirit spinning and dirty So on so on and so on we hoped that no one heard us Sh-sh ah ah And to this day I think her mama knew but let us explore Miss Donda you see my father please ask him why he never married Always smiled but was he happy inside Because I carried my mother's name did he carry shame with him I'm sure she did it out of spite it was her decision at birth Shit she probably was hurt ah poor baby Two young people with different views a lot for a young lady No coincidence they both passed away from heart conditions There's a dissidence at play dad and mom do hard division Three Thou' poster child for big dick niggas raised by their mothers I'm supposed to smile as if God knew that I would be troubled Keeps me around for what I don't know But I do know that it's crucial that we do so pronto I don't know how much long though Straight from Shibuya on some zen We back ramped up we on ten It's a marathon and look we comin' for the win Just like Puff told Christopher we gon' win big C'mon Put the whole family on look at what my Kim did Just like Puff told Christopher we gon' win big Uh We gon' win big What Southside gang mentality way heavy I was thinkin' out the box even in a Box Chevy And my favorite art teacher name was Mrs Levy 'Round the time I learned to put my feelings to a medley The life of the party I ain't turn in homework for like four months and I bet she let me She saw the vision Yeezy you special go make your own decisions then Man that was a good choice faith driving us like a Rolls Royce They tried to take my voice away I ain't try to take ya choice away I just prayed the water break just for my daughter sake from a slip-up Fake signatures from fake managers it all damage her good Lord Give 'em enough of they own rope to hang 'em with The paparazzi never really got what my angle is They treat my married life like some type of entanglement My neighbor still dissin' wonderin' why I ain't sayin' it I can smell the setup that's that 2Pac in Vegas hit I revealed myself and some don't know what to make of it God has said himself to make sure that the baby live And if Ye ain't here then tell me who gonna say this here Wait a minute wait a minute wait a goddamn minute Let me stop playing with it hopped in a Lamb' with it Hopped in a Lamb' with it in a damn pandemic Know that Uncle Sam gotta have his damn hand in it Listen straight from Shibuya on some zen I'm on ten it's a marathon and look we comin' for the win Just like Puff told Christopher we gon' win big C'mon Put the whole family on look at what my Kim did Just like Puff told Christopher we gon' win big Uh We gon' win big What Do y'all feel me Really Get off Scott Free I'm talking Ridley Get off our knees that's if you're with me Get off your knees that's if you're with me Get off your knees and let's get free Get off your knees and let's get free Really I mean really Really I mean really I need release I don't need police I'm like Nigga puh-lease Y'all can't hear me Harmonizing for the real me For the real me I mean mhmm-mm Alright it's gonna shoot us in the- woah uh-oh uh-oh Ready mama Yup I'm so proud of you yup you're gonna have so much fun They gonna shoot us in the air mama okay C'mon P I got you it's okay mama Hold your head back hold your head back Three two one Daddy's here daddy's here daddy's right here It's okay mama daddy's here daddy here Help help daddy's right here I'm scared Okay okay I got you it's okay Okay we goin' slow we goin' slow down It's okay stop cryin' daddy got you see it's over you did it P You already did it See It's already over Yay You did it Big Girl It's already over It's already over it's already over Daddy right here daddy right here I told you I'm not gon' let you go I'm not gon' let you go mama okay Daddy got you daddy gon' bring us all the way down okay How was it We good You did a good job It was scary Good job Our daughter got more heart than you