Angel

Most the time I think about How it's going to end Then I start to realize That's just putting energy Toward the things I don't want to happen A lot of times I worry about Runnin' out of ends Then I start to compromise And figure out my exit plan 'Cause most the time it's easier to run away Than try to understand Where this fear comes from And why I can't be a stronger man 'Cause everybody knows You could never trust a person That can't trust themselves So I just keep my head down workin' And I don't take nobody's help No one loves me, that's alright I'm just lost inside this maze called life So if you wanna judge me, go ahead I got a big ol' plan up in my little head And I got an angel That's down to ride for me Yeah, she believes in me Ain't that how it's supposed to be? Said I got an angel She'd be down to die for me She might be my bride to be See I think about her constantly Can't be calculated Most the time I'm jaded But experience it happens So can't help but be candid Lord knows this ain't the way I planned it But we all know shit happens It might not be what I'm about But I can't know all the ins and outs So I got an angel That's down to ride for me Yeah, she believes in me Ain't that how it's supposed to be? Said I got an angel She'd be down to die for me She might be my bride to be See I think about her constantly Said I don't know what happens next But I know one thing's for certain That if this blows, last time I checked No you can't blame shit for workin' See cash might flow That big ol' check But what's behind that big red curtain? See no one knows So give respect 'Cause this life's just one big circus