Reason

i wrote this letter to remind myself the reasons i’m alive i got to reason number 5 with my pen i wrote on and i tried to find words that described all the times i caught myself and realised there are good things just ahead of me but right now it gets hard to believe but i know that im safe when i leave when you cant speak to me and when i cant receive the words i know you mean you think can set me free it’s better you leave be I know its broken but a little part of me thinks that im glad to go through things that make me sad its the only time off that ive had any more then id start to go mad the reason that i had at number one was I like to know the feeling well of being loved then number two i like the feeling of become numb i cant choose which one i prefer because you cant speak to me and when i cant receive the words i know you mean you think can set me free the reason that i had at number one was I like to know the feeling well of being loved then number two i like the feeling of become numb i cant choose which one i prefer because you cant the reason that i had at number one was I like to know the feeling well of being loved then number two i like the feeling of become numb i cant choose which one i prefer because you cant