Was It Even Real?

Memories are only echoes Of a time I didn't have to gain If the story's all I have now Then why's it even real The moments we lit up In the sky which golden Swimming pools with our shoes on Jumping fences just for fun And now I wonder What happened to endless summers Wouldn't let the ice cream melt I'm forgetting how that felt The future's coming at me fast It feels way closer than the past Looking at myself in photos Part of me feels like I wasn't there If the story's all I have now Then was it even real Memories are only echoes Of a time I didn't have to gain If the story's all I have now Then was it even real We're older And suddenly the party's over Is it only half past nine Already calling it a night And now it's scary Watching all my friends get buried Haven't seen them in a year How the hell did we get here The future's coming at me fast Young forever never lasts Looking at myself in photos Part of me feels like I wasn't there If the story's all I have now Then was it even real Memories are only echoes Of a time I didn't have to gain If the story's all I have now Then was it even real I'm starting to doubt I'm starting to doubt it If it's only me When you'll talk about When you'll talk about it Then why's it even real I'm starting to doubt I'm starting to doubt it If it's only me When you'll talk about When you'll talk about it Looking at myself in photos Part of me feels like I wasn't there If the story's all I have now Then was it even real