Too High (Prelude)

So Yes I used to be getting high every day Smokin' a lil' roach, havin' me a good lil' day You know what I'm sayin' And then I started to feel very guilty 'Cause I wasn't doin' no work So I would equate getting high with feeling guilty And every time I got high I felt an immense amount of guilt and I could not enjoy the high any more, right I could not enjoy it I started feeling paranoid I would call my family every time I got high, I still probably do Just 'cause I just feel fuckin' emotional, I just be like, Hey Sis, hey Ma All on the road and shit And then, um... So I just stopped completely 'cause I didn't wanna feel guilty about it And then one day I was in California with Suave havin' some good lil' weed and just enjoying my... no Havin' a fuckin' edible mixed with some fuckin' weed Went outside, backyard, Chris and them growing a garden and shit You know, I'm like Nice little backyard, just sitting down chilling, smoking And just started working on shit, just working on shit Because the weed allowed me to see that I wasn't working on shit It allowed me to face that lazy demon inside It was like, You ain't doin' nothin' You like really chill and you wrong for that You layin' on that gift, huh You gon' regret that shit Bein' lazy, huh You ain't doin' shit And I was like, I'm not and I felt so... I need to do something That's what it does to me It's the type of time I like to not do nothin' I really don't wan' get high 'Cause it remind me that I have to do somethin'