Fear and Trembling (MTV Unplugged Live In Melbourne)

There��s a moose head hanging from a wall at a bar At a nondescript part of the street There��s a long-haired boy making eyes at a John By the lamplights hung from the beams We��re at the stumbling phase of the midnight waltz At a bookend to the weirdest of weeks Me and Arnold walk, pretty hammered and crying ��Hey, I��ll miss you man, when you leave Hey, I��ll miss you when you leave Verse 2 'Cause there are feelings that are strong And there are ones that are mixed At the dawn of my young life��s eclipse I was a boy once, now I��m a kind-of-adult Catching up on the cool shit I missed 'Cause we were raised where the pastors They danced in the aisles With a moshpit up front full of youths So if faith is to lose the mind to win God Then I guess I got nothing to prove I guess I got nothing to prove Verse 3 I was waiting on the future, but the future only came In the form of greying matter, in my only father��s brain I��m not afraid of acquiescing to the trials of his old age But of missing all the humanness he��ll show when I��m away And the part of me unspoken and the part that��s self-assured Are belligerents divergent in a psychic civil war But I��m a crier and a fighter, not a faker and a fraud So if losing my religion is the way to finding God Chorus Then light it up, the shadow's in my blood ��Oh, a weary heart��, they say, ��it shatters it all�� So light it up, it��s bound to be much worse When you get, get, get, get back to the summer If you get, get, get, get back to the summer at all Verse 4 There��s an omen now of frailty, hanging heavy from my face A kind of existential loneliness that struts and frets a stage And disappears unsatiated by the rhythms of the day Still illuminating nothing but the love I turn away And I still care about the present and the weight of circumstance To the muckraking of cowards and a symphony of sass While I have questions of mortality, the clear and present vast They just yell the words pretentious, with no clarity or class Chorus So light 'em up, their shadows in my blood Oh, a weary heart, they say, it shatters it all So line ��em up, it��s bound to be much worse Oh, when you get, get, get, get back to the summer If you get, get, get, get back to the summer When you get, get back to the summer If you get, get, get, get back to the summer at all One time Bridge I feel everything, yeah, I feel it all And I feel it in my bones and in my fucking skull I feel everything, hey, I feel it all And I never look back, oh, and I feel it in my heart attack And I feel it all, I feel everything And I know it��s weird but I fought the fear and trembling 'Cause I feel it all, I feel everything And I never looked back, this fear, this fear is trembling Verse 5 And I waited on forever, but forever never came Just a latent sense of loyalty to the things I love in vain And now I��m terrified of loving 'cause I��m terrified of pain And of missing out on human things by cowering away Chorus So light ��em up, those shadows in my blood ��Oh, a weary heart��, they say, it shatters it all So light ��em up, it��s bound to be much worse Oh, when you get, get, get, get back to the summer If you get, get, get, get back to the summer When you get, get back to the summer If you get, get, get, get back to the summer at all