Not Going Back

It seems like they all want me to fail But I'm not goin' back Not goin' back baby Please tell me you don't want me to fail 'Cause I'm not goin' back Not goin' back I coulda been a tragedy That's why these fake niggas who call me pussy are mad at me 'Cause they ain't have the smarts or the heart Ain't you read the fuckin' book Things fall apart I was never gonna stay the same All I ever really wanted was to change the game Spent the year kickin' ass and takin' names Try to tell it to your heart Taylor Dayne Mama told me I was special when them test scores came in Callin' the new Will Smith that's Jaden Callin' me a faggot when I'm rappin' that's hatin' I need to slow down what the fuck is y'all sayin' Step inside the party y'all niggas is mood killers My lifestyle simple live easy and Bruce Willis I'm the boss Michael Scott y'all bitches is just Phyllis Set the world on fire y'all motherfuckers is chillin' what is this That's why these fuckin' MCs want their asses back Don't you know that I'm a rapist Ask a track Whiskey sippin' wanna drink the whole bottle But these smart middle class black kids need a role model Fuckin' hate me that's what I'm used to Suck a dick we the shit Metamucil God damn man there's gotta be a better way Than pill poppin' all these drugs so I can stay awake Like I'm Jessie in this bitch I'm so excited There's a party at the top you ain't invited But it's lame and all the bitches is fake You think about your old girl and how breakin' up's a mistake Black dudes assume I'm closeted or kinda gay White people confused like girl on Glee and Gabourey I Am Donald is a full time job These niggas want me to fail so they can write me off It seems like they all want me to fail But I'm not goin' back Not goin' back baby Please tell me you don't want me to fail 'Cause I'm not goin' back Not goin' ba ack Dirty girls love my dick they're cockroaches Jewish girls eat my meat it's not kosher Relax black chick I think that I have offended thee Got nothin' against the sistas I just don't think they're into me I am not a thug AKA what they pretend to be I am just myself AKA my worst enemy Yeah bitch cut the swag with a fuckin' knife I come hard like my life keep her pussy tight It's cool though it's all good You want a dude who keep it real and stay hood I'm sorry babe but I act me I don't act black whatever that be I'm just happy these girls seem into me now Yeah they lookin' for some In N Out animal style With this lettuce cheese bread makin' sandwiches That's why you niggas fail like all of your parents' marriages Ran into Rashida Jones told me that she heard my song When I called her mixed like the crowd at my last show She said to write her somethin' nice on the next track But she cute so I wrote her ass a whole rap Man I threw that shit away it felt dumb Believe me it was bad we're better off you're welcome I worked hard on that song like day and night That whole song made this one verse crazy right I guess it all goes somewhere you know that Like that bullshit you talked before Culdesac 'I didn't know he had it in 'I'm ' Couldn't see me as Spiderman but now I'm spittin' venom Now you payin' attention pick your fuckin' face up When I wanna be a superhero I just wake up Renaissance man with a Hollywood buzz I refuse to go back to not likin' who I was Because Fake love these fake dreams These fake sounds All the things that we felt Your voice was screaming too loud I know what you're ready to be But it isn't with me So I'm ready to leave you alone I don't really wanna fight like this I don't ever wanna lose your kiss All I ever wanted was someone to hold on to I just wanna be your girl Everything you haven't heard plus I just wanna be with you With you With you With you With you With you I just wanna be with you With you With you With you With you Oh oh oh oh oh oh