LIFE OR DEATH

I'm alone under the stars With a bowl of lucky charms Rainbow on my spoon While the world's falling apart I keep a bottle of water by my bed Just in case I get thirsty in my nightmares And I'm the strangest girl I've met And I'm a goddamned nervous wreck Oh I'm scared of life I'm scared of death I'm scared of what comes next, oh And if I had a dime For every single time I cried myself to sleep I'd be rich I'm scared of life I'm scared of death I'm scared of what comes next, oh And if I had a dime For every single time I cried my self to sleep I'd be rich Be really, really rich I'm staring in the mirror Making sure I'm really here Reflecting on everything I did Everything I said, so embarrassing, ugh I keep a bottle of water by my bed Just in case I get thirsty in my nightmares And I'm the strangest girl I've met And I'm a goddamned nervous wreck I call it generation X-Y-L-O I'm scared of life I'm scared of death I'm scared of what comes next, oh And if I had a dime For every single time I cried myself to sleep I'd be rich I'm scared of life I'm scared of death I'm scared of what comes next, oh And if I had a dime For every single time I cried my self to sleep I'd be rich Danger, danger, honey I've got the fear It's gonna swallow me up Swimming in my tears Running out of luck And I'm the strangest girl I've met And I'm a goddamned nervous wreck So you know what's coming next Oh I'm scared of life I'm scared of death I'm scared of what comes next, oh And if I had a dime For every single time I cried myself to sleep I'd be rich I'm scared (I'm scared) of life (of life) I'm scared of death I'm scared of what comes next, oh And if I had a dime For every single time I cried myself to sleep I'd be rich