This Side of Eternity

Maybe it’s my job For my soul to bleed Might be my privilege To drown in this sea Why am I like this Is this what life’s supposed to be Why is it like this I know that you hear my plea And so I’ve tried and tried and tried a million times to see the brighter side of this But I’m at the end of myself I want to be All that You want me to be but everything's broken in me I just need some kind of peace Please help me be All that You want me to be 'cause everything's broken in me And so I’m wondering if You'll be my peace On this side of eternity On this side of eternity On this side of eternity On this side of eternity What is wrong with me Maybe I’m deranged I feel so alone Surrounded by strange I just want to know If I’ll be okay I need you to know That I’m not okay I’ve tried and tried and tried a million times to fight the poison eating me alive So I’m at the end of myself What’s wrong with me Why can’t I seem to break free Oh everything's broken in me I just need some kind of peace Please help me be All that You want me to be 'cause everything's broken in me And so I’m wondering if You'll be my peace On this side of eternity One day I’ll see I will be forever free Everything broken in me Will be made new every piece On Your side of eternity