Loved You First

The show lights are bright, we keep that dark shit backstage We make it all seem alright cause we're of that age It's tons of ash trays, and tons of smoking cars Tons of pain, I sliced my skin on a broken heart But its all for art, its all for bad religion Its all for three second highs like its badminton Its all for bathrooms and hidden flask in bags Its all for good girls who love the way we're acting bad What doesn't kill us has hardly made us stronger And ever single hour that passes is feeling longer Yeah the hour glass is pouring and the grains are getting smaller And the drinks are coming quicker, now I'm staring at all ya All of ya, I give you all of me Smoke cloud above us looking like an Autumn tree That's pretty colors, black thoughts Your hazel eyes, bloodshot This Les Paul, your music notes You never ever ever know when we're using though Just feel my skin, lick the ink Feel the high and kill the drink Oh girl let me smell that sweet whiskey breath Throw me on the bed and love me to death Oh girl how I love this sweet sexy mess Throw me on the bed and love me to death Love me to death, love love me to death Love me to death, love love me to death Love me to death, love love me to death Love me to death, me to death, me to death How you feel Really how you feel That's the motto when you're taking all them pills, for real You need to slow down, life like a time lapse All the drugs got us running while the time pass And don't ever try to tell me that I fucking need help Ever since that I was young, I lived my life without a seat belt In the middle of the ocean, while y'all was picking up seashells And I'm still the same way, but I ain't giving out no details The way I live, I always see hell Doubt I'm at the gates by the time my fucking feet fell California born, but raised by a single female And the way that I've been surfing, guess I never got your email Told me to stop, but I'll never do it All I needed was, I love you swear I never knew it Never felt the joy after all this pain And all the pain killers washed away in all this rain And all the rain seemed to fall down in one spot Why am I the only one getting wet when we're all on top Well here it goes, another shot Maybe this one will get me to where my heart stop Oh girl let me smell that sweet whiskey breath Throw me on the bed and love me to death Oh girl how I love this sweet sexy mess Throw me on the bed and love me to death Love me to death, love love me to death Love me to death, love love me to death Love me to death, love love me to death Love me to death, me to death, me to death