Disappear (Remember When)

Remember when I didn't need you Well I need you now To hold my head up high say it's all better child Remember when Some days I feel like a saint, I'm so alive Some days I can't make any moves It's like I have no spine Can't do anything right And when midnight comes I've run out of time to Make some kind of difference But I realize I constantly overlook the impact I've made Maybe I'm longing to change my own face To make you proud, I wanna make you proud When you're looking down on me My mind's wide open like starry skies I ask God questions and wonder why The hell that you're not here I wanna disappear with you now But I'm a selfish broken heart and how I got this far Coping with the thought of holding you a minute longer in my arms is beyond me I set you free, but I feel so guilty cause I take every sunrise for granted Sometimes I forget your voice I can't stand it Am I wrong for moving on A product of a free world Take wing over the coast of a better day I'm stuck in my dark days But I can be stronger than you remember We're coming up on December, but I'm not cold My mind's wide open like starry skies I ask God questions and wonder why The hell that you're not here I wanna disappear with you now But I'm a selfish broken heart I wanna see what you see I wanna be where you are My mind's wide open like starry skies I ask God questions and wonder why The hell that you're not here I wanna disappear with you now Remember when I didn't need you Well I need you now To hold my head up high say it's all better child Remember when I was alone and crying out You will be missed But I know you're all better now