The Funeral

(You know I miss you) I'm still avoiding the fact that we went off-track Running the wrong way, misreading the map Stealing your heart and giving it back We should be honest, but we don't do that Was it all a waste of time? When I'm staring in your eyes I see nothing but a funeral In my head, I'm already gone Nothing's changed, but everything's different You're in my arms, but something's off And I don't know why, I don't know why I'm holding on, but nothing's left Don't wanna say goodbye, but halfway through saying it I hold my breath and bite my tongue And I don't know why, I don't know why We're working in reverse Hoping you're cold like a fever Jumping the gun over nothing You all in your head going feet first It's starting to act like a doorway It's starting to feel like there's no way I know it's been rough, been through enough, I know you're not okay Was it all a waste of time? When I'm staring in your eyes I see nothing but a funeral In my head, I'm already gone Nothing's changed, but everything's different You're in my arms, but something's off And I don't know why, I don't know why I'm holding on, but nothing's left Don't wanna say goodbye, but halfway through saying it I hold my breath and bite my tongue And I don't know why, I don't know why Don't know why, I don't know why Don't know why, I don't know why Don't know why, I don't know why