Diary Of A Deadman

Looking back I still have so many questions So many things unanswered Like what did I do? What could I do? Was there ever a moment you cared? Or was I always ugly and abandoned Remember all the times you wished me harm You wished me dead How can I have changed to make it better? And would I? Would I? Would I? I still feel so much hate inside of me Seems like you were just waiting for me to fail I'm sorry I can't forgive you Do you blame me? You never forgave me I've tried to grow from this Every day's a new challenge Because with you, there is just no winning Like it is not I'm still a part of you And you're still a part of me Like it or not You're still a part of me Yeah! So this is how it ends All the tears, all the blood It's all been for nothing As the candle dwindles, then flickers out In the end