R.I.P. Bon

I was waiting for you man right down there by the sea where we used to meet to share in our pain and decry misery I waited I waited I waited I swear but when I got down to the ocean man you were not fucking there I just wish that you spoke up and held out your hand because you I was there man you that I cared I waited for you but you never came no you never came and now that you're gone I feel I'm to blame yeah I feel I'm to blame I wanted to hear it I wanted to know I've been grieving so much with each passing day but I'm angry and hurt and I hate you all the same I just wish that you spoke up and held out your hand because you know I was there man you know that I cared I waited for you but you never came no you never came and now that you're gone I feel I'm to blame yeah I feel I'm to blame I know now you hated life even more with each breath I know now that you did not have any fight left To know you were grieving with each passing day I know you were grieving with each passing day and to know most of all you did not want to say and I know most of all you did not want to stay and you know you were grieving with each passing day I waited for you but you never came no you never came and now that you're gone I feel I'm to blame yeah I feel I'm to blame did I never listen did I never show did I never show cause I wanted to hear I wanted to hear it I wanted to know