Solway Firth

Today up on this hill I'm counting all the killers They sway as they swarm a look of gluttons in their eyes They mutter as the body loses warmth They pick your bones like locks inside a tomb And take great care to not take care of you Here’s an unexplainable one Here's an unexplainable one While I was learning to live we all were living a lie I guess you got what you wanted So I will settle for a slaughterhouse soaked in blood and betrayal It's always somebody else somebody else was me You want the real smile Or the one I used to practice not to feel like a failure I don’t need you to do it for me I don't need you to understand I don't need you to hide it from me I just wanna feel like any other man I won't show you the whole story I won't show you the aftermath I won't show you my allegory Don't look away here's an unexplainable one Here’s an unexplainable one Here’s an unexplainable one I'm not ahead of my time I just drew the first breath If I’m alive tomorrow I will alleviate the pressure by cutting you out of me I found my bottom line dead on the front lines I know I'll never go home So set fire to your ships and past regrets and be free I don't need you to do it for me I don't need you to understand I don’t need you to hide it from me I just wanna feel like any other man I won't show you my whole story I won't show you the aftermath I won't show you my allegory Don't look away here's an unexplainable one What have you done What have you done Yeah Oh while I was learning to live you taught me how to die I guess I got what I wanted Another needle in the back through purified scarification It wasn't somebody else you fucking did it to me You want a real smile I haven't smiled in years