Side Effects (Feat. Young Jeezy)

It's M C and Y J Another hit okay We lookin' fine takin' off Saw us on a runway On any given Sunday Monday Tuesday They try to confuse me I never let 'em use me I was a girl you was a man I was too young to understand I was naive I just believed Everything that you told me Said you were strong Then I found out that you were weak Keepin' me there under your thumb Cause you were scared that I'd become much More than you could handle Shining like a chandelier That decorated every room inside The private hell we built And I dealt with it Like a kid I wished I could fly away But instead I kept my tears inside Cause I knew if I started I'd keep crying For the rest of my life with you I finally built up the strength to walk away Don't regret it but I still live with the side effects When I space am I still dreaming 'bout them violent times Still little protective 'bout the people that I let inside Still little defensive thinkin' 'bout me tryin' to run my life Still little depressed inside I fake a smile and deal with the side effects Side effects Side effects Side effects It didn't stop no one was there Couldn't be real had to keep quiet Once in awhile put up a fight It's just too much night after night After awhile I would just lie You wasn't wrong said you was right Did what I could just to survive Couldn't believe this was my life Flickering like a candle Do my best to handle sleeping with the enemy Whether he was smothering every last part of me So I broke away and finally found the strength to leave kept my tears inside Cause I knew if I started I'd keep crying For the rest of my life with you I finally built up the strength to walk away Don't regret it but I still live with the side effects When I space am I still dreaming 'bout them violent times Still little protective 'bout the people that I let inside Still little defensive thinkin' 'bout me tryin' to run my life Still little depressed inside I fake a smile and deal with the side effects Side effects Side effects Side effects Hey hey hey Let's go Hey Mafnifico or should I say Mafnificent Ain't nothing worth your happiness And I ain't caring who you're with Misery love company so we ain't tryin' to hang with y'all Hurt you if ya let 'em in Gotta keep ya sucka smilin' Keep tryin' to play I tell him I ain't blowin' tho Think they want me outta here I tell 'em I ain't goin' tho Side effects be drowsiness Loneliness How is this I think the call it hateration What can you prescribe for this Forgive but I can't forget Every day I deal with this I live with the side efffects But I ain't gonna let them get the best of me Forgive but I can't forget Every day I deal with this I live with the side efffects But I ain't gonna let them get the best of me Kept my tears inside Cause I knew if I started I'd keep crying For the rest of my life with you I finally built up the strength to walk away Don't regret it but I still live with the side effects When I space am I still dreaming 'bout them violent times Still little protective 'bout the people that I let inside Still little defensive thinkin' 'bout me tryin' to run my life Still little depressed inside I fake a smile and deal with the side effects Side effects Side effects Side effects