Count Me Out

We may not know which way to go on this dark road Mr Duckworth All of these hoes make it difficult Session 10 breakthrough One of these lives I'ma make things right With the wrongs I've done that's one of you now With the Father Son 'til then I fight Rain on me put the blame on me Got guilt got hurt got shame on me Got six magazines that's aimed at me Done every magazine what's fame to me And I'm tripping and falling It's a game to me where the bedroom at Sleep I ain't never had affairs with that What's fair whеn the hearts and the words don't rеach What's fair when the money don't take things back It's rare when somebody take your dreams back And I'm tripping and falling I care too much wanna share too much in my head too much I shut down too I ain't there too much I'm a complex soul they layered me up Then broke me down and morality's dust I lack in trust And I'm tripping and falling This time around I trust myself Please everybody else but myself All else fails I was myself Outdone fear outdone myself This year you better one yourself And I'm tripping and falling Masks on the babies mask on an opp Wear masks in the neighborhood stores you shop But a mask won't hide who you are inside Look around the reality's carved in lies Wipe my ego dodge my pride And I'm tripping and falling Look myself in the mirror Amityville I ain't seen nothin' scarier I fought like a pitbull terrier blood I shed could fill up aquariums Tell all my angels Carry 'em And I'm tripping and falling Every emotion been deprived Even my strong points couldn't survive If I didn't learn to love myself forgive myself a hundred times dawg I love when you count me out Huh I love when you count me out I love when you count me out Wah woo wah woo wah I love when you count me out Fuck it up fuck it up fuck it up fuck it up fuckin' it up How you gon' win my trust when the lies run deep Wah woo wah How you gon' bend your love when the bad don't sleep Sheesh Beep beep crash our feelings in the middle of the street Vroom vroom Fuck it up fuck it up fuck it up fuck it up fuckin' it up Huh huh When you was at your lowest tell me where the hoes was at When you was at your lowest tell me where the bros was at Three thirty in the mornin' scroll through the call log Huh huh huh huh Ain't nobody but the mirror lookin' for the fall off Brrrt I love when you count me out I love when you count me out I love when you count me out I love when you count me out Wah woo wah woo wah My name is in your mouth shoo shoo It's gon' take more than pride to stop me Call 9 1 1 I caught a body Sun up now and yesterday is fadin' Healing's only 'bout a mile away Let me tell you 'bout the woman I know That's my baby I know karma like to follow us strong Sheesh I know millionaires that feel alone Sheesh Anytime I couldn't find God I still could find myself through a song Many find they life in a phone Fuck it up fuck it up fuck it up fuck it up fuckin' it up You said I'd feel better if I just worked hard without liftin' my head up That left me fed up You made me worry I wanted my best version but you ignored me Then changed the story then changed the story Good energy in the room drop the location please Antibiotic for the womb when I'm frustrated please Antibiotic for the womb when I'm frustrated Tryna keep my good conscience in rotation Thoughts in my head they livin' there with no Tryna keep my good I made a decision never give you my feelings Fuck with you from fuck with you from a distance Some put it on the Devil when they fall short I put it on my ego lord of all lords Sometimes I fall for her dawg I love when you count me out I love when you count me out Sheesh I love when you count me out Sheesh I love when you count me out Wah woo wah woo wah My name is in your mouth Fuck it up fuck it up fuck it up fuck it up fuckin' it up True true Miss Regrets I believe that you done me wrong Miss Regrets Miss Regrets can you please exit out my home Miss Regrets Miss Regret I think I'm better off alone Miss Regrets Miss Regret Miss Regret I got these deep regrets And I'm tripping and falling Some things I can't forget Lord knows I've tried my best You said it's not my best I came up out my flesh Some things I must confess Ayy ayy And I'm tripping and falling Spoke my truth paid my debt Ayy ayy Can't you see I'm a wreck Ayy ayy Let me loose I digress Ayy ayy This is me and I'm blessed Ayy ayy This is me and I'm blessed Ayy ayy This is me and I'm blessed Ayy ayy This is me and I'm blessed Ayy ayy Anybody fightin' through the stress Ayy ayy Anybody fightin' through the