All To Myself

I don`t patronize I realize I`m losing and this is my real life I`m half asleep and I`m wide awake This habit is always so hard to break I don`t wanna be the bad guy Been blaming myself and I think you know why I`m killing time and times killing you Every way that I do Did you say please just follow me I thought you wanted me `cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up I just can`t suck it up Make me feel like someone else Please just follow me I thought you wanted me `cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up I just can`t suck it up Make me feel like someone else I`m under the gun you`re like the only one I just can`t decide what I`m running from This isn`t what I wanted but I can`t keep my filthy fucking mouth shut It`s not enough it`s never enough And I wish I could breathe without getting it stuck Can`t focus it but I try it over and over again Did you say please just follow me I thought you wanted me `cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up I just can`t suck it up Make me feel like someone else Please just follow me I thought you wanted me `cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up I just can`t suck it up Make me feel like someone else Please just follow me I thought you wanted me `cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up I just can`t suck it up Make me feel like Did you say please just follow me I thought you wanted me `cause I can`t stay with someone else I try and suck it up I just keep fucking up I want you all to myself Did you say please just follow me I thought you wanted me `cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up I just can`t suck it up Make me feel like someone else