Oceans & Engines

Saturday sunset we're lyin' on my bed With five hours to go Fingers entwined and so were our minds Cryin' I don't want you to go You wiped away tears but not fears Under the still and clear indigo You said Baby don't cry we'll be fine You're the one thing I swear I can't outgrow My mother said the younger me was a pretending prodigy Well nothin' then much has changed 'Cause while you're wolfin' down liquor My soul it gets sicker But I'm stickin' to the screenplay Gotta say I'm okay but answer this babe How is it now that somehow you're a strangеr You were mine just yеsterday I pray the block in my airway dissipates And instead deters your airplane's way But heaven denied Destiny decried Somethin' beautiful died Too soon But I'm lettin' go I'm givin' up the ghost But don't get me wrong I'll always love you that's why I Wrote you this very last song I guess this is where we say goodbye I know I'll be alright Someday I'll be fine But just not tonight (Ooh) Plungin' into all kinds of diversions Like blush wine and sonorous soirees But even with gin and surgin' adrenaline I see you're all that can intoxicate Oceans and engines you're skilled at infringin' On great love affairs 'Cause now my heart's home all I've known is long gone And ten thousand miles away And I'm not okay But I'm lettin' go I'm givin' up the ghost But don't get me wrong I'll always love you that's why I Wrote you this very last song I guess this is where we say goodbye I know I'll be alright But just not Tonight was the first time I stared into Seas of beguilin' sepia two years ago And the first time I Learned real world superpowers lived in three words They revitalized my frayin' bones oh Now what do you do when your Pillar crumbled down you've lost all solid ground Both dreams and demons drowned and this void's all you've found And doubts light it aglow I have so many questions But I'm pourin' them into the ocean and I'm startin' up my engine And I'm lettin' go I'm givin' up your ghost It's come to a close I marked the end with this last song I wrote I'm lettin' go This is the last falsetto I'll ever sing to you my great lost love