Only Fear Of Death

Psst, Ay yo, Are you afraid to die? or do you wanna live forever? Tell me What`s Wrong? They wanna bury me I`m worried I`m losing my mind Look down the barrel of my nine And my vision is blurry Falling to pieces, am I guilty? I pray to the lord, but he ignores me Unfortunately, because I`m guilty Show me a miracle, I`m hopeless I`m choking on Marijuana smoke With every toke is Like I`m losing focus Falling asleep while I`m in service When will I die? Forever, paranoid nervous Because I`m high don`t mention funerals, I`m stressing, And going nutty, And remincing about the niggas that murdered my buddy I wonder when will I be happy Ain`t nothing funny Flashbacks of busting caps Anything for money Where am I going, I`ve discovered Can`t understand Why My next door nieghbor is having carloads of undercovers What a suprise in the mailbox Hope she get it Happy Birthday bitch, you know you shouldn`t of did it Everybodies dying, am I next WHO CAN I TRUST? Will they be G`s and look at me Before they bust Or will they kill me while I`m sleeping Two to the head While I`m in bed, leaking blood on my satin sheets Is there a heaven for a baller? Gettin` susipicious of this bitch The line is busy everytime I call her Now she`s telling me to visit Who else is home? I check the house before I bone So we alone After I nut I hit the highway, see ya later To all the playas, watched her fly way A nigga played her Bitch is telling all her homies That I can fuck her like no other And now other bitches wanna bone me I`m under pressure, getting drunk Somebody help me I drank a fifth of hennessey I don`t think its healthy I see my enemies they creeping Don`t make me blast I watch the 5-0 roll, the mutha-fuckas pass Nod me like they know me Smiling as they laugh I put up my middle finger, then I dash Niggas don`t like me cuz I`m thugging And everyday, I`m a hustler Looking to get paid They wanna bury me, I`m worried No need to lie I pray to god I won`t scream when Its time to fry No where to rest I`m losing homies Ain`t that a bitch When I was rich I had clout Now a niggas lonely I put the pistol to my head and say a pray I see visions of me dead Lord are you there They tell me I`m lost, cuz I`m lonely I thought I had friends But in the end A nigga dies lonely No where to run I`m in terror And no one cares A close casket at my funeral But no one is there Is there a future for a killer I change my ways But still that don`t promise me the next day So I stay thugging with a passion Forever Blasting I`m busting on you mutha-fuckas when I mash They wonder if I`m hell bound Well hell can`t be worse than this Cuz I`m in hell now Don`t make me hurt you I don`t want to, But I will I`ve seen mutha-fuckas killed over blown deals Never will I die, I`ll be back Re-incarnated as a mutha-fucking Mac Eleven, cuz in heaven There`s no shortage on G`s I`m telling you now You mutha-fuckas don`t know me