Futile Devices

It's been a long long time Since I've memorized your face It's been four hours now Since I've wandered through your place And when I sleep on your couch I feel very safe And when you bring the blankets I cover up my face I do Love you I do Love you And when you play guitar I listen to the strings buzz The metal vibrates underneath your fingers And when you crochet I feel mesmerized and proud And I would say I love you But saying it out loud is hard So I won't say it at all And I won't stay very long But you are life I needed all along I think of you as my brother Although that sounds dumb And words are futile devices