A Song to Myself

Is everybody always like this Is it only me My life is like decalcomania 24/7 Just like a faint dream that I just cannot reach Everyday I have so many thoughts Oh yeah My days are so dark even though it’s so bright outside None of the music I hear helps brighten up my mood Already, I can feel the chill wind in the air Seasons just pass by again Oh yeah It feels like I’m all alone (Cry) I’m feeling so blue (Night) I feel like I will cry if someone says I’m doing well A night when I need comforting Cause everyday just makes me blue I cannot move To be honest the thing that makes me so confused Is not knowing what tomorrow will look like Cause every moment feels so new I wanna move Until I can find my true self completely Please try to understand and wait for me When I was young I felt I was big as an adult However, I’m still struggling at age twenty-six No one contacts me to see how I’m doing Everyday I have so many thoughts Oh yeah It feels like I’m all alone (Cry) I’m feeling so blue (Night) I feel like I will cry if someone says I’m doing well A night when I need comforting Cause everyday just makes me blue I cannot move To be honest the thing that makes me so confused Is not knowing what tomorrow will look like Cause every moment feels so new I wanna move Until I can find my true self completely Please try to understand and wait for me