House of Mirrors

Verse 1 My brain is a house divided Rooms with too many doors I can't tell you why It's a home without a light I spent most of my years Trying to burn the roof Stop being an arsonist, oh I was Waiting for the wind Pre-Chorus I've seen people do crazy things I've seen it in myself But I'm not going back there Planning my darkest hour Chorus Blocking all the windows In a house full of mirrors It's me against me Blocking all the windows In a house full of windows It's me against me Ah, ah It's me fighting me Oh Rap Yeah I saw God on the sidewalk once Walking towards me I thought that I was dreaming Put my hoody on over my head, tucked to my neck Crossed the street, pretended I didn't see him I keep beer close, and I keep love just out of arm's reach Probably for a reason Cos if I touch it, and learn it, and study it I'll know how shallow it really is in the deep end Why do I still wanna swim Why can't I surrender to the voices within Why can't losing it all in the wounds from the fall Be enough to never do it never again I forget how bad it is This fleeting happiness Self sabotage, another means to balance in Another Hail Mary to write my way out of hell But I don't think that I'm ready to fully forgive myself The truth they admire But you are a liar Psychiatrists wanna put my psychopathic self on mood stabilisers Ruled by desire The prayer doesn't work if the pew is on fire Like Pre-Chorus I've seen people do crazy things I've seen it in myself But I'm not going back there Planning my darkest hours Chorus Blocking all the windows In a house full of mirrors It's me against me Blocking all the windows In a house full of windows It's me against me Ah, ah It's me fighting me Oh