Old Friends

I just tried to write some shit up on some happy shit but fuck that shit cuz I ain't happy now I must tried about a billion times to come nicely fuck you now cuz now happy hour You gon pay the full price til mine go down I won't call ya back and I won't fly ya mail Couple friends a bad chick who fine as hell That's all I need it's just that and saliva Don't know what caused the pain or what it was Maybe the fighting and yelling and such Stayed getting high my guy lickin on blunts I Just wanted acceptance and someone to love The Same one I was with night they had me in cuffs Was the same one who tried to put knife in my guts That divided the crew but none of us grew up I was drinking so much that I shit myself once Nowadays got other vices I'm dealing with Powerplays blocked up by others' opinions Sorries go out to like all of my women friends Can't find the line where the love ends and hate begins Know I need faith but align the atheists Stroll through the these streets feel like I am an alien Instead of coin rather love that they pay me in Play me and I'm at ya place with a bayonet fit with the vision You don't it's incisions I'm sick with division A rhythm a tick cuz I'm sick in a kitchen I'm licking on fingers and dickin a chicken Never again will I give em additions if don't u subtract shit when shit I'm in trenches If this all u all witnessed then quit with the mentions I'm sorry to my old friends I don't keep in touch Don't take this here the wrong way I ain't givin up I'm laid up with this work Don't think it it's just the summer Ain't try to see you hurt But I'll be gone til November My brother knows thats I dont call enough He pray I call before the coroner My wifey says my boy is growing up Why dont you spend the day both of us Like these when I see a friend how the conversation start sorry dawg I forgot to check the messages Like see everybody go and change once they get a bit of fame Black Moss be the same what the difference is I’m always at the office Contemplating trading all the options Player making moves the profit You know i cant afford to break a promise Promise to my first born son I'ma never see you starving Im losing friends Friends I made back when I had a Benz Now this shit making a lot of sense People walk out when the movie ends You know people walk out when the movie ends I Hope they know they not up in the credit then I tried to reconcile but it was evident I got way too much pride to be trying to beg I made some lemonade Married to my dreams until I get a piece I need the pie I got a family to feed I’m sorry if your ego will not let you see If there was giving up to do it wasn’t me I'm sorry to my old friends I don't keep in touch Don't take this here the wrong way I ain't givin up I'm laid up with this work Don't think it it's just the summer Ain't try to see you hurt But I'll be gone til November I'm sorry to my old friends I don't keep in touch Don't take this here the wrong way I ain't givin up I'm laid up with this work Don't think it it's just the summer Ain't try to see you hurt But I'll be gone til November