Not There Yet

"I don't wanna work anymore I just wanna live instead Everyone is saying I'm all grown up I've come a long way but I'm not there yet Where did the summer go I was just hitting my stride It's this insanity Takes me along for the ride And I swam the oceans and the seven seas Knowing that fate would strike eventually You gotta hit rock bottom if you wanna come out on top Where did the winter go I just got used to the cold And it's this maturity Keeps me from getting too old And I saw a snow fall on a thousand towns With a sense of purpose I had just then found You gotta run real far before you ever feel close to home You know I'm not there yet Been working myself into a lonely state You know I'm not there yet Been breaking my back to find another way And it's been a long time coming I deserve to take a holiday "