Wake me up

I was on the bed without meds I must’ve been insecure and felt so bad Had a dream I tried to escape from the pain But all the tears all the feelings And all the secrets still came closer I thought I was still finding myself Soon I faced a lot of doors in a dark place If you have an answer to what I've seen Wake me up from this dream I want to get to know me Please warm me up I can’t breathe with my soul Too many thoughts in my head oh lord I can't find a rainbow in the confusion I lost myself in the indifference I am begging you to put your love in my heart Do I look poor I can’t help feeling lonely So give me a hug will you love me harder Only you can save me from the shadow I was left on the lonely island Maybe I’ve come here from myself In my dreams I tried to escape into the waves But all the tears all the feelings And all the secrets still came closer Let the comfort touch my sweating face I’m sleeping in the doubt but I need a friend If you can save me from this dangerous demand Wake me up from this dream I want to get to know me Please warm me up and I’ll reveal my soul Too much scorn in my unconscious I can’t see the veins in my frail left wrist I lost myself through the self hatred I am begging you to put your love in my heart Do I look poor I can’t help feeling lonely So give me a hug will you love me harder Only you can save me from the shadow