Artificial Sweetener

Oh yes I'm guilty For leasing myself out Not ready to go up for sale Can't seem to give it up Stubborn, so selfish I'm showing off the worst in me The return of Saturn Assessing my life Second guessing... I'm full of artifical sweetner My heart's been deceitful It's all artificial sweetener I'm faking I love you's You're forcing me to You really deserve love I want to love you But I can't seem to find myself My wilting effort Our progress report I'm only sure that I'm not sure I shudder to be honest Who's behind it all now? Who's the author? I'm full of artifical sweetner My heart's been deceitful It's all artificial sweetener I'm faking I love you's You're forcing me to Re-read, re-write, redo, undo I'm stuck on this page I was born two weeks late Is that why I hesitate? I'm on the fence Push me off it I want to be on your side now And keep a promise I'm full of artifical sweetner My heart's been deceitful It's all artificial sweetener My heart's been deceitful I'm faking I love you's You're forcing me to