Fearing These Days

"You only see me when I laugh Never hear me when I cry I'm tired of fearing these days I'm sitting here on my own Talking to myself, alone And I'm tired of fearing these days All I need was an explanation Why you treat me so mean You always play the part with no hesitation That's the other side I've seen Please don't fail me Don't fail me Please don't let me fall If all my nightmares come today Will you hide them far away? 'Cause I'm tired of fearing these days It'll wash away the past and pain Let me start from new again I'm tried of fearing these days You always hit me when there is no reason To feel superior to me When all I want is a confrontation So I can find a release Please don't fail me Don't fail me Please don't let me fall "