Love/Paranoia

I may not be as honest as I ought to be now that When the walls go up I said it didn't worry me But it hit me like an avalanche No I can just be paranoid don't quell the desire to know What was really going on does it really fucking matter Babe is all you can ask me okay fair play here we go I've heard those words before Are you sure it was nothing Cause it made me feel like dying inside Never thought I was insecure but it's pure Didn't notice until I was in love for real And if we're gonna cross the line Just to find what shit's happening If only I could read your mind Oh I'd be fine I'd be normal Now's my time gonna do it And suddenly I'm the phony one The only one with a problem True love is bringing it out of me The worst in me and I know now Do you remember the time we were The time we were by the ocean I didn't care if it was day or night The world was right where I wanted Girl I'm sorry Babe I mean it Babe I'm sorry