Me Now

It's like my world is reversing Even the pain couldn't hurt me now Rewind the good to the worst things Even my love has deserted me now I cannot love 'cause it hurts me I will be happy when I see the sun drown I have transformed to the worst me Infinite words couldn't curse me now Everything is backwards mother's saying that I'm sinning Close my eyes and say "forgive me" 'Cause I know the devil lame Devil told my mother in the end that he'll be winning 'Cause the world is full of sinning No your son is not a saint Spirit of God and the holy ghost it was written in anecdotes That a snake would try to corrupt what he create Sick of facades and the horoscope I devour the antidote Told my mother that I was spirited away Monstrosity murdering masterpieces, I'm mutilated Falling forever, fear and forsaken, incinerated Innocence inferno when I'm no longer incubated Welcome to the world whenever I'm reincarnated Relying on the last breath, but y'all would never know Rewind it to the last step, play me when I'm below If heaven's set on fire that's the day they make hell snow The devil want my soul and yet I'm telling him "hell no" It's still like this.. It's like my world is reversing Even the pain couldn't hurt me now Rewind the good to the worst things Even my love has deserted me now I cannot love 'cause it hurts me I will be happy when I see the sun drown I have transformed to the worst me Infinite words couldn't curse me now Everything is backwards ever since the new beginning God has given me the vision so that I can see my fate Blind can't lead the blind and if we try then we'll be spinning In a cycle in position trying to find a better place Lucifer, devil, the anti-christ taking light up out of my life In the darkness, it seems to me there's no escape Initially alter it into dark, place the pain inside of a pot And then bury it in a spot where I decay It's definitely for dishonor I'm a hideous disfigurement Who's dying from the envious evil trapped in Floridians Came from the Vatican, kill off the advocate Feeling inadequate, when a bitch nigga bleed Won't even make it to see 23, yeah, fuck it I don't wanna be Here, look at the time when I'm turning it back On the clock and my right hand making it tick Life is a bitch, better yet it's a pit And my hatred is everything making you sick Regurgitated, early stages, earn the hatred Burn the sages, caught in mazes Instigated, inspiration, imitations Only here, reanimated Damn It's like my world is reversing Even the pain couldn't hurt me now Rewind the good to the worst things Even my love has deserted me now I cannot love 'cause it hurts me I will be happy when I see the sun drown I have transformed to the worst me Infinite words couldn't curse me now