Not Sober

It starts with a quiver A thought provoked shiver A fear I can't deliver They don't need me, they don't need me The comfort of my home Now feels like a prison My thoughts liking reason No one loves me, no one loves me I am afraid of the dark When I am alone with my thoughts So here's to a fort falling apart I'm not sober, yeah I'm not sober I'm not sober I lie cause I'm shameful My movements weak, I stole A complete lost of control I'm more failure, I'm more failure It's like taking the beading Hung from the ceiling Your fear is only a feeling But it's painful, why it's painful I am afraid of the dark When I am alone with my thoughts So here's to a fort falling apart I'm not sober, yeah I'm not sober I am afraid of the dark When I am alone with my thoughts So here's to a fort falling apart I'm not sober, yeah I'm not sober It starts with a quiver A thought provoked shiver A fear I can't deliver They don't need me, they don't need me