Fear Of My Identity

"Last thirty seconds I wait for him Last thirty seconds I wait for him to begin, to begin Last thirty seconds I wait for him Last thirty seconds I wait for him to begin, to begin The nights are getting longer The pain is getting stronger But I know, ooh I know The hate is getting darker And the fear is growing larger But I know, ooh I know You taught me that I would grow old You taught me that my heart would grow old, old, old You taught me that I would grow old You taught me that my heart would grow old, old, old Last thirty seconds I watch you go Last thirty seconds I watch you go all alone, all alone Last thirty seconds I watch you go Last thirty seconds I watch you go all alone, all alone The nights are getting longer The pain is getting stronger But I know, ooh I know The hate is getting darker And the fear is growing larger But I know, ooh I know You taught me that I would grow old You taught me that my heart would grow old, old, old You taught me that I would grow old You taught me that my heart would grow old, old, old The fear of my identity standing right in front of me I want to run but I can't see I want to scream but I can't speak The fear of my identity standing right in front of me I want to run but I can't see I wanted to be you but I know it's me "