Zzyzx Rd. (Pop Ver.)

I don't know how else to put this It's taken me so long to do this Falling asleep and I can't see straight My muscles feel like a melee My body's curled in a U shape I put on my best but I'm still afraid Propped up by lies with promises Saving my place as life forgets Maybe it's time I saw the world I'm only here for a while But patience's is not my style And I'm so tired that I gotta go What am I suppose to hide now What am I suppose to do Did you really think I wouldn't see this through Tell me I should stick around for you Tell me I could have it all I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go I get to go home in one week But I'm leaving home in three weeks They throw me a bone just to pick me dry I'm following suit and directions I crawl up inside for protection I'm told what to do and I don't know why I'm over existing in limbo I'm over the myths and placebos I don't really mind if I just fade away I'm ready to live with my family I'm ready to die in obscurity 'Cause I'm so tired that I gotta go Where am I suppose to whine now What am I suppose to do You still don't think I'm going see this through Tell me I'm a part of history Tell me I can have it all I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go Where am I suppose to whine now What am I suppose to do You still don't think I'm going see this through Tell me I'm a part of history Tell me I can have it all I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go