Eyes closed (Feat. Slchld, Hwaji)

save all your talking for later when you got me making calls to my family that I'm still walking maybe I took a couple shawties when nobodies looking for me I've been always on my own so why're you talking like you've known me for the longest time why're you picking me for what have I done to you if I told you all my stories you'd be laughing confidence is all time low yeah I'm still lacking it's so hard to know when I'm in control because I'm never in the front seat it's hard so tell when I'm all alone because I never had the friends when it mattered and it's nobody's fault but mine trust me I know yeah I know I once fell apart long ago Yeah someday I hope I can own my life no obstacles to stop my life rev the engine like I used to every morning stop ignoring all my problems and see my life for for what it is yeah sure I might be loose in the head sometimes what does it take to call my own They all fake the funk then Second guess my love yeah Tryna weigh me down well Yeah that's just my luck Hey Good times they all fleet but it's all that I preach Go the mile to be free Good vibes is on me Doubt doubt you can doubt away Route blocked I go that away Walk walk I'ma fly today Sky high with the clout away Now now why they trippin' Call foul like I tripped 'em Shot-block like I'm Pippen 'Cause they forgot they too are gifted Even the playin fields That's what they call it They ain't never seen the clouds I seen no no Stars'll shine at night but then comes the mornin' You ain't never seen the light I seen no no someday I hope I can own my life no obstacles to stop my life rev the engine like I used to every morning stop ignoring all my problems and see my life for for what it is yeah sure I might be loose in the head sometimes what does it take to call my own