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And this is just another sad song I can't deny that I've been needing one And that the world is always our fall And we did nothing how did we do wrong And I've been thinking that when we thought The world would break us out we weren't wrong But it's just never been the world outside And sonder kind of has me terrified And I'm so sorry I can't find the time Spent all my days over preocupied And I've been thinkin' 'bout how I'd react If you were me and I was ghosted at And I know I should try more But I've been so caught in my own small shit that I can't see That's nothing around me here But I've been trying really fuckin' hard not to try so hard Really fuckin' hard just to let go Really fuckin' hard not to try so hard Realize I have nowhere left to go