Hailie's Song

I can't sing it I feel like singin I wanna fuckin sing Cuz I'm happy Yeah I'm happy Ha Ha I got my baby back Yo check it out Some days I sit sit starin out the window Watchin this world pass me by Sometimes I think think there's nothin to live for for I almost break down and cry Sometimes I think I'm crazy I'm crazy oh so crazy Why am I here am I just wastin my time But then I see my baby Suddenly I'm not crazy It all makes sense when I look into her eyes Oh no Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders Everyone's leanin on me Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over But then she comes back to me My baby girl girl keeps gettin older I watch her grow up with pride People make jokes jokes cuz they don't understand me me They just don't see my real side I act like shit don't phase me Inside it drives me crazy My insecurities could eat me alive But then I see my baby Suddenly I'm not crazy It all makes sense when I look into her eyes Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders Everyone's leanin on me Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over But then she comes back to me Yeah and if I could sing I'd keep singin this song to my daughter If I could hit the notes I'd blow somethin as long as my father To show her how I feel about her how proud I am that I goter God I'm a daddy I'm so glad that her mom didn't censored Now you prob'ly get this picture from my public persona That I'm a pistol packin drug addict who bags on his mama But I wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest Cuz there's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside o ma soul And just know that I grow colder the older I grow This boulder on my shoulder that gets heavy and harder to hold And this load is like the weight of the world And I think my neck is breakin should I just give up Or try to live up to these expectations now look I love my daughter more than life in itself But I got a wife who's determined to make my life livin hell But I handle it well given the circumstances I'm dealt So many chances man it's too bad coulda had someone else But the years that I've wasted are nothin to the tears that I've tasted So here's what I'm facin 3 felonies 6 years of probation I've went to jail for this woman I've been to bat for this woman I've taken bats to people's backs bent over backwards for this woman Man I shoulda seen it comin what'd I stick my penis up in Woulda ripped the prenup if I'd seen what she was fuckin But fuck it it's over there's no more reason to cry no more I got my baby baby the only lady that I adore Hailie So sayonara try tomorra nice to know ya My baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted It's like the greatest gift you can get The weight has been lifted Now it don't feel like the world's on my shoulders Everyone's leanin on me Cause my baby knows that her daddy's a soldier Nothin can take her from me Woo I told you I can't sing Oh well I tried Hailie remember when I said If you ever need anything daddy will be right there Well guess what daddy's here And I ain't goin nowhere baby I love you