Some Kind Of Disaster

I'm a liar I'm a cynic I'm a sinner I'm a saint I'm a loser I'm a critic I'm the ghost of my mistakes And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want What are you after Some kind of disaster yeah I woke up from a never-ending dream I shut my eyes at 17 I lost every moment in between I felt the sun rise up and swallow me yeah And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want I'm a liar I'm a cynic I'm a sinner I'm a saint I'm a loser I'm a critic I'm the ghost of my mistakes And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want So what are you after Some kind of disaster I crashed down from a high that felt so real I never knew how much it would hurt to feel You gotta hurt sometimes to learn to heal You gotta get back up and learn to deal yeah And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want I'm a liar I'm a cynic I'm a sinner I'm a saint I'm a loser I'm a critic I'm the ghost of my mistakes And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want So what are you after Some kind of disaster Well I've sung this song a thousand times I wore the crown I sold the lie I lived the life and paid for every crime yeah It's all downhill 'till it's a climb Through blood and tears but I don't mind I'll just keep singing on and on and on And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want 'Cause I'm a liar I'm a cynic I'm a sinner I'm a saint I'm a loser I'm a critic I'm the ghost of my mistakes And it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want Yeah it's all my fault that I'm still the one you want So what are you after Some kind of disaster