Body Dysmorphia. (Explicit Ver.)

I let my fingers pinch my skin I'm so hungry I can't sleep, but I know if I eat Then I'll be in the bathroom on my knees I hate the way my face is square I hate my arms inside these sleeves For this hourglass we all desire I wear three corsets underneath [Pre-Chorus] XL T-shirts, baggy jeans, so I don't have to stress about it Marijuana every day, so I cannot obsess about it How can I expect you to romance me, touch my body, baby? I don't even want to take it off for you so turn the lights off [Chorus] I don't really like my body But knowing it's my only body I should prolly call somebody I should really show you how I'm feeling inside Matter fact, I'm glad you callеd me I've been hiding, I been high And I've been sleeping hungry [Verse 2] I hug my knees, I squeezе my waist There's so much that I want to change Yes, lately I've been thinking 'Bout the ways to rearrange my face I wanna cut pieces off Looking in the mirror Want to take a pair of scissors, sadly dear [Pre-Chorus] I wanna cut pieces off Lately, I've been so depressed about it No one sees what I can see, and I'm so fucking scared about it How can I expect you to romance me, touch my body, baby? I don't want to take it off for you until you turn the lights off [Chorus] And I don't really like my body But knowin' it's my only body I should probably call somebody I should really show you how I'm feeling inside Matter fact, I'm glad you called me I've been hiding, I been high And I've been sleeping hungry [Outro] I think when I grow older, I'm going to get a nosejob I have a bump in my nose and it's ugly When I grow up, I want to be skinny but with an hourglass figure I hope I'll be pretty when I grow up, or I think I'll be sad