By_Myslf

Myself What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams And give into sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch 'em red handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness? Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I can't hold when I'm stretched so thin I make the right moves but I'm lost within I put on my daily facade but then I just end up getting hurt again, by myself Myself I ask why But in my mind I find I can't rely on myself Myself I ask why But in my mind I find I can't rely on myself I can't look around (It's too much to take in) I can't hold back (When I'm stretched so thin) I can't slow down (Watching everything spin) I can't look back (Starting over again) If I turn my back, I'm defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on, then they'll Take from me 'til everything is gone If I let them go, I'll be outdone But if I try to catch 'em I'll be, outrun If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer, by myself Myself I ask why But in my mind I find I can't rely on myself Myself I ask why But in my mind I find I can't rely on myself I can't look around It's too much to take in I can't hold back When I'm stretched so thin I can't slow down Watching everything spin I can't look back Starting over again Don't you Don't you Don't you Know, I can't tell you how to make it Go, no matter what I do, how hard I Try, I can't seem to convince myself Why, I'm stuck on the outside, don't you Know, I can't tell you how to make it Go, no matter what I do, how hard I Try, I can't seem to convince myself Why, I'm stuck on the outside, don't you Know, I can't tell you how to make it Go, no matter what I do, how hard I Try, I can't seem to convince myself Why, I'm stuck on the outside, don't you Know, I can't tell you how to make it Go, no matter what I do, how hard I Try, I can't seem to convince myself Why, I'm stuck on the outside, don't you Know, I can't tell you how to make it Go, no matter what I do, how hard I Try, I can't seem to convince myself Why, I'm stuck on the outside, don't you Know, I can't tell you how to make it Go, no matter what I do, how hard I Try, I can't seem to convince myself Why, I'm stuck on the outside