Family (+ P Money)

Hmm let me go To see my family Please Father let me go As my mother sleeps I don't know about days gone But round here nobody lives twice When your gone, your gone, without no bye Cause only a judge can give you life This is my advice Trust me, I nearly lost my life 3 weeks after I got this ride It seems like I had too much wine Which that I I didn't get one Anyway, I was going to the booked for a set Even though I didn't have a set one Skream hit the decks, I was like check one Put on a show, but it weren't my best one Left it, dropped off Blacks at his destination Then I was off to the next one 20 minutes later I was on the M1 Tired But I kept on going Fell asleep without even knowing No emotion in my face No movement in my legs, but the car still kept going Woke up Lorry Flash Panic Break Skid Crash Skidded More Bang Smash Out Cold Ribs Cracked Ouch I was in so much pain Crawled out of a Megane that now looked like a Mini When I was still on the first lane Baffled, didn't even know my name Fainted, too much shock in my brain Surrounded by paramedics and feds Trying to get up but fainted again See I just want you to take a second, hear me out Don't think I'm happy cause I smile when you see me out I've had serious madnesses where I've nearly disappeared Oh I'm begging Lord to save me and let me go To see my family And keep it inside Dry eyes, while my brother weeps Save my soul Please Father let me go Keep me safe, as my mother sleeps Eyes closed, they just wouldn't open I can hear voices and my phone ringing Fighting for life, can't tell if I'm winning One of the worst situations I've been in I can hear all of the angels singing But when it stopped humming My brain turned on, stared running Still in pain, but it started numbing The stone cold comeback I made was stunning I still tried to do a few shows cause I didn't wanna tell them that I weren't coming But I was left with a permanent problem Nobody knows about the pain that I'm in inside Ever so cunning 6 weeks later, jogging and running I used the first aid kit like a drum set Picked up the tools and I gave it a drumming Trust me, when it comes to mistakes You can't afford to let one in Never done dream for a while The pipeline was blocked So I learnt and done a bit of plumbing They say tomorrow never dies But he forgot to tell you 'you can' You can have a sicker clan than Wu Tang But when your time's up, that's it, it's you fam You can try beg for another Sometimes I'll be on my way to a show Thinking 'I just wanna see my brother' Then do a U turn, I'm gone, Runner I just want you to take a second, hear me out Don't think I'm happy cause I smile when you see me out I've had serious madnesses where I've nearly disappeared Oh I'm begging Lord to save me and let me go To see my family And keep it inside Dry eyes, while my brother weeps Save my soul Please Father let me go Keep me safe