bayou

I don’t have the drive To lie to myself When I cry Where will you be in my mind And if I go blind Will you be my eyes Or bury alive This body of mine Take with you home This love that we tried A feeling denied I’m sick of being misplaced Misunderstood when faced it rains all the time Back where we lived Wasting my years Trying to save what we had It’s all in my head Washing away Let me shower in shade I’m a flower at heart Grey in the soul That I can’t take apart Making of the mess of The person at large There’s a hole in my heart That you can’t fill at all I can’t feel my hands I’m way too numb I don’t know If I say it loud Will it help with all this Rush in my head that’ll crack me open I’m tired hoping No more coping Caffeine, dope, and Lot of what if’s and maybes, forcing A lot of issues that’ll cut me open it rains all the time Back where we lived Wasting my years Trying to save what we had It’s all in my head Washing away Let me shower in shade it rains all the time Back where we lived Wasting my years Trying to save what we had It’s all in my head Washing away Let me shower in shade Bury me on a Sunday Too numb, too numb to stay Wanna die alone when All things burn down All things burn down