Decadence

In decadence I'm speaking to myself again Falter through these ruined years My windows are red with tears I'm passing through gaping doors Through the aeons of my inner wars This is the silence that never ends It brought my sanity to decadence These years of vanity's Been breaking me down My hands are shaking, my mind is aching Lost in a trance All downfalls they come in advance Life is a deadly romance But you might get fooled at first glance I'm passing through aging halls While I'm waiting for the curtain call This vile anxiety Brought here by you for me This war, this war This grave sobriety Seems like it's killing me This war, what for My world's on fire State of denial Sleepwalking souls Wearing blindfolds