Distraction

South London, I'm a South London girl I wonder what I should get a tattoo of I know that my momma would kill me So maybe I won't then, maybe I won't then Where is my distraction Written in my phone, I see your name It must've been a few long weeks since I heard from you I've been doing fine, thanks Maybe I won't then, maybe I won't then Thing is I'm weak when I've been rolling I might just give up and let your call in I would be the girl to lose this one, I would be the girl to lose this one Seeing as you know I'm the baddest loser And if I wanna win, I've got to lose her I won't be the girl to lose this one, so I begin to find a distraction, a distraction I just need to find something, a way to stop me wondering I just need to find something, a way to stop me wondering about you East London, you're an East London boy You had me strung up like a puppet toy Oh shit, wait, I'mma stop talking I'mma stop thinking 'bout you, where is my distraction Shopping, I'mma buy a paintbrush Grab a couple colours that carry half the weight of everything I'm feeling So I could try to pretend I'm really artistic and I don't really miss this Thing is I'm weak when I've been rolling I might just give up and let your call in I would be the girl to lose this one, I would be the girl to lose this one Seeing as you know I'm the baddest loser And if I wanna win, I've got to lose her I won't be the girl to lose this one, so I begin to find the distraction The distraction, the distraction, the distraction I just need to find something, a way to stop me wondering I just need to find something, a way to stop me wondering about you North London, I'm in North London now Decided, you don't get a home and now If you like, you can always call me phone Hear the dialling tone and then the answer phone I'll be fine if I ignore the sound, when you call to see if I'm around The moment that you think that you have won I will have found the perfect distraction