Monster (2019 ver.)

I'm not a monster I know you're fragile I know that I've got some explaining to do Wish I could stay and tell you I love you Got to keep lying I can't tell you the truth I can't say why this'll be the last time Last time you're ever gonna speak to me One day you'll see where see where this came from Look back and smile and understand where you'd be I had to leave I've never felt this feeling I'm feeling You understand me in a way that's so real We shoot the breeze oh we talk about nothing Nothing should stop me but loving you's not mean to be I have to leave I'm not the one I'm not the one you should love I'm not the one you should trust I'm not the one I'm not the one you should love Oh no No I'm not the one I'm not a monster I know you're special I've never felt this way before it's unreal I wanna stay how it kills me to leave you Still I must go regardless of how I feel You'll be lonely but sooner or later You'll meet a guy he'll take you where you should be I'll be a distant thought not worth holding Please don't you cry you can forget about me Oh I had to leave I'm not the one I'm not the one you should love I'm not the one you should trust I'm not the one I'm not the one you should love Oh no oh no I'm not the one I'm not the one you should love I'm not the one you should trust I'm not the one I'm not the one you should love Oh no no I'm not the one Loving you loving you is not meant to be Loving you loving you is not meant to be Loving you loving you is not meant to be Loving you loving you is not meant to be